1 Historical ideas

1: I want 2: I can  3: I do    4: I am

1: individual    2: social            3: responsible          4: independent

1. An I that has had or taken insufficient time to observe and interpret thoroughly, without the influence of others [for example, because the I felt unsafe and wanted as soon as possible -or had to be- part of a buddy, parent and family culture], has not or insufficiently learned to distinguish between one's own observations and interpretations and those of another. It is, as it were, a zygotic fusion between father's neutrinal energy and mother's atomic matter; a viral family-world, bacterially protected by a molecular acting surroundingscoat. A yx, a viral sperm cell and a bacterial egg cell simultaneously. A mentally and physically bounded id entity that as such sways along on the y-leading boundaries of womb x, which in turn forms part of the energetically trained boundaries of materially upholstered cosmos families. That is Nyx, an a(u)tomatic body with a observations sourly interpreting inside and a stifling integrating outside, that is able -as a family identity- to exert mental and physical influence on others.
   
   
2. A ray fungus, also called actinobacterium, identifies with the capabilities and protection of others. It cannot or will not develop its own ID entity. It prefer to lift on the roots of the alder. It does not want a membrane shield between itself and others. Just a thick cell wall between its own family / group and the rest. It gives you a family cell with a hostile interpreting source code. That is rather prokaryote, because which observations are yours and which of others that of others isn't it? That will be chaos. And conflicts. That makes you pretty toxic. That is why a ray fungus is positive about getting its viral gram. However, than you look even more hostile than you already were. Permanently.

2. And then you can arm yourself archaically, but you won't get any further. Are you externally armed to the walls concisely gram-positive against toxic outsiders, but internally you are gram-negative. That is a life of nothing, then you are on the inside constantly surviving in that toxic atmosphere from the outside.
   
   
3. You better scrape your energy together, let go of that zygotic family unit and go back to the origin of your perceptions and interpretations. Can you, like all ID entities -who without the influence of other observations interpret, combine, automate and cultivate to own preferences- still distinguish between your ID entity and that of the rest of the family. If you after that [again] will be coloured by the interpretations and controls of others and/or identified with it, you can decolourize much more easily into your independently coloured identity version. 
   Does the blue-green algae [also called cyanobacteria] as well. That is why he is also negative about getting your gram. And oh woe if you do, he will become toxic. Even to himself. Because that is what you get if you do not take sufficient distance from jet molds. After all, they want to get their grams. They are virus friends, they think that is positive. "We easily adapt our observations and interpretations, and we cover the genetic errors with the protein mantle of love, which is handy, we are a(u)tomatically large and strong before you realise it. Are you in no time as lichenly entangled in a neutrinal source code as we are.' 
   In other words, if you do not distance yourself from that viral source code, you continue to reproduce that genetic malignancy at the expense of yourself and others. Continue your selfish hunt for family cells that dismantle maliciously and abuse violently for hostile reproducing purposes. Are you still [or again] staying in the mushroom before you know it.

Ordered chaos